i dislike smiling

i am a sad man. to force a smile upon me is to present me the deep fires of hell.

heaven & hell

heaven is wherever your heart belongs,
hell is where your body is without it.

long gone

i have lived two lives,
for each i had a different lie.
i have since forgotten the one truth i ever had,
i do not know my own name.

i'll have what he's having

i had it once,

now i have it no more,

i used to hate it,

now i want it for sure.

to everything

there is more meaning in one doubt than in a whole lot of certainties.